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Name: Josh
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Birthday: 12/24/1981
Gender: Male


Interests: God. Music. Road Trips. Being A Dork. Family. Friends. Laughing. Making People Laugh. Movies.
Expertise: Messing Up, But Knowing He's Still Working In Me.
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Nonprofit


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Member Since: 2/24/2003

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

It's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday.


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Words To Live By

When I was a kid I loved going to my grandfather's house in Wisconsin.  To me there was nowhere more beautiful than the North Woods as so many call that area with all of the forestry and animals.  It was and still is a great place to go (my father now lives there), staying in the log cabin next to the river is probably one of my all time places to be and holds a lot of memories from my childhood and early adult life (it's still early, I just mean earlier than now :). 
But still to this day there was a poem that hung in that house that has inspired my life in so many ways and grounded me, and as of late it has been on my mind.  I shared it with one of my boys at work hoping that maybe he would find meaning it as I have throughout the years and take it with him when he leave the program in a few short weeks.  For now though I felt like sharing it with the people who will take the time and read it, hopefully you will enjoy it as I have.

Desiderata

-- written by Max Ehrmann in the 1920s --

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.




Thursday, July 09, 2009

A lot can happen in 6+ months

I haven't used this thing in ages, I think probably due to the fact that I really don't write out many of my thoughts anymore.  Maybe I should get back into this for myself?  It's doubtful, I would rather live life than write about it.  So here's some updates:
  • Bought me a house.  Being a homeowner is awesome, though as excited as I am about it and doing things to it to make it my own it is definitely a process and it will take some time to get everything the way I want it.  I am now understanding why owning tools is a good thing.
  • Livin the single life...again.  It was necessary, I had never broken up with anyone until this year.  Not sure if that's a good thing or not but I was convicted to do something that I thought was best for Marsha and myself.  No regrets though, I know in the long run that it will pan out the way it is intended to.
  • I am dieting.  I have a goal to loose some weight and get into shape.  It's going slowly but I've already dropped one pant size and am hoping to be back to a size 34 waist around the end of summer.
  • I have traveled a good amount this year.  Went to Montana and made a trip down to Nashville to see friends and to Chicago to see Explosions in the Sky.  I am focused on having fun this year with friends and to see some good shows.  Dave Matthews Band is next.  Anyone wanna go with?  I got a Cubs game coming up at the end of this month and a Social Distortion concert on the way too.
  • I'm hoping to see friends move back to Indiana within the next year.  Suze & Nate and Jason & Kristi.  Some of my favorite married couples of all time.  Seriously guys, get up here.
  • I've been reconnecting with one of my close friends from high school and I haven't seen her in a few years.  She's flying up at the end of August to visit with family so I'll get to see her as well.
  • Um.  I don't really know what else.  I just wanted to make another bullet point.
I guess it doesn't seem as exciting when it's all in bullet points but I have enjoyed this year for the most part thus far.  I'm always making new friends and strengthening ongoing ones and just trying to enjoy my life the most I can.  I have found a home within an awesome small church and for once the guilt I feel for not going on Sunday morning services is because I love being there and not because it's "my responsibility" as a Christian.  Winona Lake just keeps getting better and better the older I get.  Hope this finds anyone reading this well.

Currently
Wax Ecstatic
By Sponge
Wax Ecstatic
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Angel Wings, Marmalade

Fun cryptic post for me, but I thought I could at least extend a little update of my life to those who read xanga and have yet jumped ship to facebook.

I'm buying a house in Winona Lake. It's quaint and nice. And cheap. Can't beat cheap.

I'm no longer single. She's amazing and we have way too much in common. It's great.

I'm living up to my potential at work. The appreciation just keeps coming and I just feel humble. Awesome

Her parents like me. And mine like her. This is a good thing.

I lost my keys. Royally sucks. I might have to skip my DC trip just so I can afford to buy a new key to my car.

Baxter scratched my face last night. It was an accident. He's still a bastard in any case.
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World Waits
By Jeremy Enigk
Cannons
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Shameless Plug

It's my xanga, and that means I get to use it any way I want to.  So I'm shamelessly plugging my own birthday.

This year has gone by fast. 

Should be fun to see what this next year holds.

Merry Christmas to everyone!

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...Is a Real Boy
By Say Anything
Chia-Like, I Shall Grow
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